Don’t read this

I don’t want you to read this, but I need you to.

I don’t want to write to you, I don’t want to tell you all the secrets I’ve been keeping. To show you the darkness that still resides within my very soul, to lead you to the places where I’m hiding.

I don’t want you to know that I was weak, where I wished to be strong. To know that I cried when I had no words, and when I had no tears left to cry, I simply disapeared. That the fear, and the tears kept me in such limbo, for so long.

That I have nothing to say to you.

Except, that I have everything to tell you.

And while I don’t want to write to you, I long to speak to you.

But my words would burn too deeply, my heart would pour out and my tears would light the darkness on fire.

I have listened, waited, watched, and learned. Now it is time to speak. You may not listen, or wait, or watch and you certainly don’t have to learn. I will share it all though, even when I don’t want to write to you, I will.

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